Friday, October 17, 2008

Well, for those of you who have children, this will probably be no surprise. Bella is into this phase and I absolutely cannot stand it, it drives me crazy! Everything to everyone is "No it's MINE"!!! I really just do not like it at all. I do not even know where she heard it from. The things kids will do and say. I have tried repeatedly to explain to her that although it may be yours we still have to share and you can't say that to people because it is not nice. But it is like she is not even listening to me because less than 5 minutes later she is doing it again. Maybe someone has some suggestions if you and your child had trouble with this problem. I have explained to her the best way that I can but I really think she is just acting out and is being a typical 2 year old at this point in her life. If anyone remembers me as a child I was rowdy and sometimes not very nice. My mother laughs and says, "Honey you are definately paying for your raising!" Uh oh, I'm seriously scared then! ;)

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Hey everyone! Well, I normally do not blog but here goes! Scarlett was very nice in helping me set up my blog. She suggested that I do it because I have been struggling with some things lately. She thinks that it might help me in getting my mind off some things and she is probably right. I don't want to scare anyone, nothing is seriously wrong I have just been dealing with some things. I have been through so much the last 2 years with the surgery during pregnancy, the delivery, then all of the physical problems and surgeries following. I think that I have just let everything build up and I finally feel like I am going to explode! I have a wonderful husband and mom that I can talk to that are so supportive, but still I feel like I am going to explode. We want another baby so badly but it is so scary. I am so afraid that I will have the same kidney problems that I had the first time around. The doctors are telling me baby or hysterectomy because of my female problems. I am struggling. It is not cool to have to make that kind of decision at 27 years old. I am in need of some good emotional support right now. I know there are worse things that could happen but I've always been the type to want 3 or 4 kiddos running around, and Richard too :)